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We're way past forgiveness now,
we left it behind somewhere around
bitterness and recriminations.
I never had high expectations.
You never had lofty ideals and
I may have been deluded, but
I knew you better than you think.
I know that you blame me and
expect that I blame you.
I blame you for everything,
I lay all this at your feet.
Nothing here is not your fault.
I offered you salvation,
and you perverted it
because you had lost your faith.
Saw a damning apple
where there was only
a hand to hold.
You couldn't kill my faith, though,
and I don't need you to feel sorry,
though a sorry for the mistaken
identity would have been nice.
I'm not Eve and I never wanted
to destroy you.
You did that all by yourself.
we left it behind somewhere around
bitterness and recriminations.
I never had high expectations.
You never had lofty ideals and
I may have been deluded, but
I knew you better than you think.
I know that you blame me and
expect that I blame you.
I blame you for everything,
I lay all this at your feet.
Nothing here is not your fault.
I offered you salvation,
and you perverted it
because you had lost your faith.
Saw a damning apple
where there was only
a hand to hold.
You couldn't kill my faith, though,
and I don't need you to feel sorry,
though a sorry for the mistaken
identity would have been nice.
I'm not Eve and I never wanted
to destroy you.
You did that all by yourself.
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Insomnia
When sleep, like life, eludes me .......
...... life giving sleep overcomes everyone but me ....
life sapping concienceness drains me ....
My crimson shadowy wraith wakens and fills the slumber with it's grip of dark thoughts ... my mind races my soul cringes .....
The beauty of life but a twinkle in the crushing darkness of dispair ...... a flicker of light, the glimpse of a smile, the warmth of a touch ...... but a trickle .. like a single tear ....
............. the cold bitter dark, unrelenting throbbing, deafening, mindnumbing soul destroying pain!
....... like Ten thousand times Ten black holes ripping through the subatomic fibre
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Nightmares
My heart races, erratically, lacking a proper rhythm.
A rhythm that could only be rendered by another heartbeat.
My soul soars frantically, searching for yours in a forlorn prison.
I strive on, praying, yearning, not ready to accept defeat.
I gaze into your eyes, longing for some sign of affection
I see nothing, because you feel nothing towards me.
I gave you my heart, trusting you to not break it, and you denied my attention.
Look at me now! I'm dead inside! What else could I possibly be!?
Twisted nightmares from the most morose parts of my mind start to form
I imagine that I am in a hospital bed, waiting for you to say farewell
You couldn
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Paranoia
Yesterday I accidently broke my neighbor's car window.
My neighbor is huge and strong, I had to do something.
So I tried to tell him that I was sorry, but he did not listen.
I am so worried of what he is going to do. Is he going to call the police, my parents, or even the school? Or will he just go after me directly?
Maybe I should just tell my parents what happened and then they can take care of it.
No, they could not help me, they would hand me right to him.
I have to look over my shoulder to make sure he is not following, but somehow I know he is, waiting for the opportunity to make me pay.
He would try and catch me, maybe I shoul
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I'll get over it one day, 100%, I swear.
Sometimes, I just like to revisit the old pain because I'm so much more prolific when I'm miserable.
How masochistic.
Sometimes, I just like to revisit the old pain because I'm so much more prolific when I'm miserable.
How masochistic.
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I understand being prolific when you're miserable. That's me, alright.
Love the "damning apple" passage and the Eve comparison. A skillful, beautiful use of symbolism. The ironic thing is that its so close to reality. I really believe that whoever wrote the Bible (or translated that passage as it is now), was afraid of or angry at women. And I think sometimes men really do love to blame women for their troubles and pain.
But here's to being miserably prolific ... Much love to you. What a beautiful thing to see you find truth... even if it's through pain.
Love the "damning apple" passage and the Eve comparison. A skillful, beautiful use of symbolism. The ironic thing is that its so close to reality. I really believe that whoever wrote the Bible (or translated that passage as it is now), was afraid of or angry at women. And I think sometimes men really do love to blame women for their troubles and pain.
But here's to being miserably prolific ... Much love to you. What a beautiful thing to see you find truth... even if it's through pain.